Afraid to have a life?

I sometimes feel like I am afraid to have a life. It's not good. I want to have a life, I don't want to be afraid to live my life the way I should. I hate having anxiety, I feel like it's taking over my life, and I just want my life back. I hate having depression, too, because it makes me feel like there's no point to living life, that nothing will change and it doesn't matter what I do, that I will never get better. I hate having IBS (Irritable Bowel Syndrome) it sucks so much, and it also feels like it is taking over my life, like it's stealing my life away. I just want to have a life, that's all. I just don't want to be afraid to live life anymore. I just wish something I did would help, even a little bit. I hate feeling so stuck, it sucks so much. I just need help!! I just want to be free!!! It feels like nobody and nothing can help me and that I am just stuck feeling this way and there's nothing I can do to change it, I really hate this, I really just want it to stop!! WHY CAN'T IT JUST BE OVER!!!!!