Trying something new

I am trying something new. I was going to try to write a book about my experiences with depression and anxiety and what I have done to try to cope with them and get through them. I then decided I would start it off as a blog to see if there's actually any interest in the topic before I take on the larger task of writing the book. I am doing the depression and anxiety writing in a blog separate from this one. It is hard to know what to write in my blog, how to arrange it and where to start in my dealings with depression and anxiety. I want to end up writing a book that is both my life story as well as a book that can help others with depression and anxiety to deal with them. It is very hard to do this but I am determined to do it. That is why I decided to start off with a blog before attempting a book, because I can just get the information written down and then later pull it into a book form. I can decide how I want to organize the book by seeing how the information comes together in the blog. I can also see what comments I get and see what people think about my topic. I plan on posting to that blog once a week and then to this one once a week on a different day. This will continue to be a more random blog about whatever kind of comes to mind, and I also might post about things that come up during the writing of that other blog. I hope I can do this.

Testing mobile blogging. Hope this works.

I was just trying to test out my mail to Blogger address. Let's see how this turns out.

If it ain't one thing it's another

I was trying to move and then I couldn't get the place without a cosigner and no one could cosign for me. I can't move without a cosigner and I don't know who I can get to cosign for me. Maybe if I get my credit fixed up then I would be able to get an apartment without a cosigner, but there's nothing I can do about my short rental history if no landlord will rent to me because my rental history is short. I can only repair my credit and get a job so I have enough income for a landlord to rent an apartment to me without a cosigner. I was so excited because I was getting an apartment, but now it's not going to happen for a long time. I hope I can get another apartment like the one I was going to get. It was so nice and it was a one bedroom loft, which I really liked. I hope I can find a way to move out relatively soon, because I am completely fed up with the place I live in now. I am so ready to move and so over living where I live now. Oh well. I'll think of something and hopefully I won't have to wait a whole year to move.

Why do families have to be so screwed up? I know that you don't get to choose your family but does that mean that they have to be dysfunctional? I don't know. I just know I am tired of going to visit my family and finding out about their latest problems and issues. I am also tired of the way they try not to tell me things like I'm a kid and can't handle it. I mean, I am 31 years old, and so completely not a child, you don't have to coddle me. I don't know anymore. I think I just don't want to go visit them for any length of time anymore. It just isn't worth it.

Just started blogging

I just started blogging and I wanted to see what it was about so I added this first post to my blog. I'm not quite sure what to say in this blog just yet. Any ideas?